Hey Laurie 4

I have been thinking of you and wondering what you are up to....
The last time we spoke was wierd...you were wierd.
Do you know that you are not yourself???
I remembered a dream that I had about you and I after our crazy weekend in Kahlotus, remember that?
It showed you walking with Jesus and He had His arm around you and you were looking at me, almost beckoning me to join you and Jesus. But, what you didn't see was the great ravine between us and I couldn't get to you......and you looked so peaceful.
That dream has always perplexed me.
What did it mean?
The Holy Spirit brought it to my memory again, I think, in part to comfort me, and, in part, to show me that He is in control.....you are in God's hands....and that I may not ever reach you....and I need to be okay with that, which I'm not, yet.
Know this, my friend, I will NEVER give up on you.
I love you, it doesn't matter that you don't believe it cuz it doesn't make it any less true.
I miss you.
See you soon.